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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #30 on: January 09, 2018, 22:02:40 »
On my mind is my show on Sunday I am so nervous I am drummin in the show but I am afraid I will mess up. Dress rehearsal is on Wednesday makin me miss Math tutorin Hell Yes!!! n I have a make up lesson tommorow so all of that will help!!

I am sure you will do good :smth023 Watch some videos of Boris drumming to get some inspiration!



And if you can, put your video drumming somewhere in YouTube so that we can watch popcorn

Thanks man, n I will try!!

I have a you tube where I mostly post video edits n a few random vids!! Actually the 2nd vid I posted is gettin lots of play time, but the rest of videos really aren't n I find it unfair. I posted a video of Alex Lifeson drunk by the campfire n it gets so many views, yet I spent 3 hours on my recent video edit I posted there in it only gets 4 likes :( :( :( :( :( :( IT'S SO UNFAIR.

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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #31 on: January 10, 2018, 21:25:08 »
on my mind probably the last time...


Maybe I should leave the world, Mary doesn't deserve a fuckup like me. I will never get to kiss her or hold her in my embrace anyway.
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #32 on: January 11, 2018, 13:32:27 »
Maybe I should leave the world

No, don't do this! It would hurt her, your friends & family, you know that!
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #33 on: January 11, 2018, 18:21:37 »
Maybe I should leave the world

No, don't do this! It would hurt her, your friends & family, you know that!


Yea true but I've felt this way for months even before falling for Mary.


She tells me she can't survive this shit world without me.


I doubt it, no one says that to me, does she mean it?? She could just be lying to me. Who knows mate.


I f*** up n everyone leaves bc the paranoia I get over thinking that ppl are lying to me bc I've been screwed over so much n also bc anxiety n depression n I'm bi polar too.


I have no real friends only online or in my head n I've been used to it I guess. I've pretty much only had fake friends my whole life minus like 1 person n a few of his friends back in 2nd grade for like a year. Everyone else just an acquaintance or a fake friend.
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #34 on: January 12, 2018, 09:56:35 »
I have no real friends only online or in my head n I've been used to it I guess.

All of my 160 Facebook friends are my real best friends, of course!  :-D

Reeves calls his solo band his "imaginary friends", I kinda like that!  :lol:
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #35 on: January 12, 2018, 14:12:57 »
I have no real friends only online or in my head n I've been used to it I guess.

All of my 160 Facebook friends are my real best friends, of course!  :-D

Reeves calls his solo band his "imaginary friends", I kinda like that!  :D


Yaaaaa mate??


I guess that's true.


I like that too tbh!!
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #36 on: January 14, 2018, 06:38:37 »
On my mind is my girl, it's been 4 weeks but idek why she likes me I'm just a f*** up.


But we love each other with all our hearts n I'm not lettin that go. ♥️♥️
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #37 on: January 14, 2018, 10:47:12 »
On my mind is finding the sun. It's very grey here today, but I hear it will be sunny around Stuttgart, so I will visit someone and take a walk in the sunshine...  :)

All of my 160 Facebook friends are my real best friends, of course!  :-D

Yaaaaa mate??

What, me being ironic?  :-D
Never, ever.  :lol:
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #38 on: January 14, 2018, 14:29:09 »
On my mind is finding the sun. It's very grey here today, but I hear it will be sunny around Stuttgart, so I will visit someone and take a walk in the sunshine...  :)

All of my 160 Facebook friends are my real best friends, of course!  :-D

Yaaaaa mate??

What, me being ironic?  :-D
Never, ever.  :D


Loooooool
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #39 on: January 14, 2018, 17:17:54 »
No sun to be found today... had a walk in a greyish landscape...
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #40 on: January 14, 2018, 18:31:33 »
No sun to be found today... had a walk in a greyish landscape...


Oh no, really?? That sucks I'm sorry to hear that mate.
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #41 on: January 15, 2018, 10:45:56 »
Oh no, really?? That sucks I'm sorry to hear that mate.

Oh well, it was okay, I found a place with a little bit of snow on the ground, so it was not too bad actually.


Of course, today is Monday and the sun is shining (it's still very cold though).  :roll:
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #42 on: January 15, 2018, 17:37:43 »
Oh no, really?? That sucks I'm sorry to hear that mate.

Oh well, it was okay, I found a place with a little bit of snow on the ground, so it was not too bad actually.


Of course, today is Monday and the sun is shining (it's still very cold though).  :roll:


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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #43 on: January 16, 2018, 22:26:33 »
On my mind is 3 things:

A) My show, I messed up all my songs pretty much n I feel like a f*** up thou it was on Sunday :(

B) My phone, it died at 37% today n it now drains fast under 40% n I can't get a new phone until I move, so honestly f*** Samsung.

C) My girl, I tried drawing her again n last night we had the best convo  :oops: :oops:
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Re: What's On Your Mind Atm??
« Reply #44 on: January 22, 2018, 22:12:43 »
Hello yes I am now back fully from my kinda small abbsence. I still feel shitty but whatever I decided to return anyway just bc I LOVE it here.

I feel empty recently n that's what's on my mind. I hurt my girl this weekend by making her cry.
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