What's On Your Mind Atm??

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dsanchez

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2023.11.27 Montevideo

word_on_a_wing

Quote from: MeltingMan on April 18, 2018, 17:40:42
In my mind is a former girlfriend. I haven't seen her for seventeen years
and she doesn't talk to me anymore. It's weird from today's perspective
because I have met her in real life. From time to time I googled her name,
and today I found an article with a photo from her (she worked for a newspaper
until 2016). I couldn't read the text - her face and her smile was enough. I held
my head with both hands and said to myself: OMG, OMG, OMG. I love her...

Wow, what are you going to do? 
"Where the flesh meets the spirit world,
Where the traffic is thin..."

A Strange Girl

Quote from: MeltingMan on April 18, 2018, 17:40:42
In my mind is a former girlfriend. I haven't seen her for seventeen years
and she doesn't talk to me anymore. It's weird from today's perspective
because I have met her in real life. From time to time I googled her name,
and today I found an article with a photo from her (she worked for a newspaper
until 2016). I couldn't read the text - her face and her smile was enough. I held
my head with both hands and said to myself: OMG, OMG, OMG. I love her...

So sweet! Try to recontact her somehow  ;)
...I think you come from another world...

MeltingMan

Quote from: Ulrich on April 18, 2018, 20:35:28
Sounds like a heavy case of needing to listen to "Pictures of you" (or the whole "Disintegration" album)!

Definitely!  :lol:
En cette nation [Russie] qui n'a pas eu de théoriciens et de démagogues,
les pires ferments de destruction ont apparu. (J. Péladan)

MeltingMan

Quote from: word_on_a_wing on April 19, 2018, 00:53:25
Wow, what are you going to do?

Good question. I did mistakes and she might think that I'm stalking her (again).
She was still in a relationship when I met her, but I was so blind to notice that,
and when I fully realized it, it was already over. I know where she lives and she
knows that I'm here, so I hope she's our guest at times.  ;)
En cette nation [Russie] qui n'a pas eu de théoriciens et de démagogues,
les pires ferments de destruction ont apparu. (J. Péladan)

word_on_a_wing

Quote from: MeltingMan on April 19, 2018, 12:45:48
.. she might think that I'm stalking her (again)....
... I know where she lives and she
knows that I'm here, so I hope she's our guest at times.  ;)

Umm... *feeling a little concerned*
When I asked what you may do, I had been thinking something such as an opportunity to gently and respectfully say "hi". ...your response surprised me...
it sounds like you recognise in yourself a vulnerability towards stalking, but also that when you acted in that direction previously it had a negative impact on your life.  Sounds wise to keep an eye out for those urges, as I dare say that would not lead to anything good. 

...I notice in myself that sometimes I can feel drawn to someone, and later can realise they represent symbolically something that I'm wanting more of in my life ....so it's not really about the specific person, but about myself and aspects of myself I need to get more in tune with, or things I realise I need to bring more into balance in my life.
...Just sharing these ideas in case it should resonate :)
"Where the flesh meets the spirit world,
Where the traffic is thin..."

MeltingMan

Quote from: word_on_a_wing on April 19, 2018, 16:07:20
When I asked what you may do, I had been thinking something such as an opportunity to gently and respectfully say "hi".

There's nothing I would rather do. She had once problems in her relationship and decided
to leave him, and not only this, she decided to move to a different town. That was in a way
an exceptional situation - for her and for me. I visited her spontaneously in her new flat after
we had spent New Year's Eve together and all hell broke loose. I couldn't handle the situation.
That's why I'm careful regarding 'spontaneous visits'. Thank you.  :smth023
En cette nation [Russie] qui n'a pas eu de théoriciens et de démagogues,
les pires ferments de destruction ont apparu. (J. Péladan)

chemicaloverload

Woke up with mint car singing in my head today. Cannot for the life of me remember any dreams I have, yet, seemingly they have their own sound track?
Life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves

MeltingMan

The fresh green in our woods and a blister under my left heel.  :roll:

@word_on_a_wing

Your avatar is upside down.  :(
En cette nation [Russie] qui n'a pas eu de théoriciens et de démagogues,
les pires ferments de destruction ont apparu. (J. Péladan)

word_on_a_wing

Quote from: MeltingMan on April 25, 2018, 14:46:44

@word_on_a_wing

Your avatar is upside down.  :(

Gosh you are observant!
...yeah, it's intentional. 
There's a meaning I see in it like this (though fully acknowledge I may be overinterpreting!)
I see this as depicting serpent energy (ie kundalini) piercing through and rising up the central channel (also referred to as the sushmuna)
...did I mention I was a kundalini addict?

I also feel that the way the track names are listed on the back (circular, so no upside-down) gave legitimacy that what I was seeing was not 'wrong' and it was okay to reverse it (hope no one is utterly offended by this blasphemy!)

...Either way I love this album art 😃
"Where the flesh meets the spirit world,
Where the traffic is thin..."

chemicaloverload

Quote from: word_on_a_wing on April 25, 2018, 16:07:54
Quote from: MeltingMan on April 25, 2018, 14:46:44

@word_on_a_wing

Your avatar is upside down.  :(

Gosh you are observant!
...yeah, it's intentional. 
There's a meaning I see in it like this (though fully acknowledge I may be overinterpreting!)
I see this as depicting serpent energy (ie kundalini) piercing through and rising up the central channel (also referred to as the sushmuna)
...did I mention I was a kundalini addict?

I also feel that the way the track names are listed on the back (circular, so no upside-down) gave legitimacy that what I was seeing was not 'wrong' and it was okay to reverse it (hope no one is utterly offended by this blasphemy!)

...Either way I love this album art 😃

  :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:

Oh, WOAW, the places your mind wanders to are otherworldly and I love the way you see the world around you!
Life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves

dsanchez

Quote from: chemicaloverload on April 24, 2018, 11:28:15
Woke up with mint car singing in my head today. Cannot for the life of me remember any dreams I have, yet, seemingly they have their own sound track?

if it's a dream related to The Cure we have an own topic for that lol http://curefans.com/index.php?topic=7484.0
2023.11.22 Lima
2023.11.27 Montevideo

chemicaloverload

Quote from: dsanchez on April 25, 2018, 18:26:19
Quote from: chemicaloverload on April 24, 2018, 11:28:15
Woke up with mint car singing in my head today. Cannot for the life of me remember any dreams I have, yet, seemingly they have their own sound track?

if it's a dream related to The Cure we have an own topic for that lol http://curefans.com/index.php?topic=7484.0

Haha but it's part of an ongoing saga?!? Sometimes it's the cure, sometimes it's the spice girls, I'm actually here looking for a cure....for my audio hallucinogenic dreams ;)

But good to know. All cure dream related stuff in the dream cure related thread.

You've now sparked my interest in that thread, might read like a diary :)
Life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves

MeltingMan

Quote from: A Strange Girl on April 19, 2018, 09:02:06
So sweet! Try to recontact her somehow  ;)

I did it in 2014 but it doesn't work, Ambra. She led a committee for journalists (until 2015)
and the editorial staff for the newspaper and a magazine - both cancelled in 2016. Maybe someone
has died or is seriously ill, forcing her to reduce her activity as editor-in-chief. We will see...
En cette nation [Russie] qui n'a pas eu de théoriciens et de démagogues,
les pires ferments de destruction ont apparu. (J. Péladan)

chemicaloverload

Last exam today  :D

Some hard earned drinks afterwards, can finally begin to enjoy the start of my summer  :cool

Life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves