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What's On Your Mind Atm??

Started by PearlThompsonsBloodflower, January 03, 2018, 22:52:40

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PearlThompsonsBloodflower

Goodbye


That's what's on my mind mates

Ulrich

If only I'd thought of the right words...

PearlThompsonsBloodflower


Ulrich

Today I'll make a little day trip - not a lot of work and the sun seems to be coming through...
No idea where to yet, will see...
If only I'd thought of the right words...

PearlThompsonsBloodflower

Quote from: Ulrich on January 24, 2018, 10:17:26
Today I'll make a little day trip - not a lot of work and the sun seems to be coming through...
No idea where to yet, will see...



OOOOOOOOooooooooooooooo NICE ONE MATE!! :)

PearlThompsonsBloodflower

Lmao my girl is being cold atm n she insulted me twice this week, idek whats wrong but i'm done, she's hurt me n I wanna suicide now.

PearlThompsonsBloodflower

Okay well the problem is her so I am staying of Instagram for a bit to think n such.

She told me she never intended to hurt me, but that she needs some time away from me bc she hurt me.

I respect her choice/decision and I Hope she feels/gets better soon. Yes we still love each other but she just needs some time to get better, which I 100% understand n support fully. Tbh I need to do same.

In The Meantime I will try to gather myself mentally, n mostly be on Curefans n The Rush Forum till I feel okay. I will still use Insta, like when I'm watching Rock Block, I Want My 80's, or 120 Minutes on MTV Classic n also a tiny bit at school n a tiny bit at my drum stuff I do on Saturdays but that's it until I feel okay n my girl feels okay, I need some time to feel safe.  :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049 :smth049

dsanchez

2019.06.08 Dublin
2019.07.04 Novi Sad
2019.07.17 Athens

PearlThompsonsBloodflower


dsanchez

Quote from: PearlThompsonsBloodflowers on January 24, 2018, 22:36:39
Quote from: dsanchez on January 24, 2018, 22:29:43
Quote from: PearlThompsonsBloodflowers on January 24, 2018, 19:47:43
she's hurt me n I wanna suicide now.

don't say that!

Did u read the post below it, n why is that mate??


Just read it! OK, so things are more clear and you're not upset anymore. Good. Glad to hear you're feeling better now :)
2019.06.08 Dublin
2019.07.04 Novi Sad
2019.07.17 Athens

PearlThompsonsBloodflower

Quote from: dsanchez on January 24, 2018, 22:40:06
Quote from: PearlThompsonsBloodflowers on January 24, 2018, 22:36:39
Quote from: dsanchez on January 24, 2018, 22:29:43
Quote from: PearlThompsonsBloodflowers on January 24, 2018, 19:47:43
she's hurt me n I wanna suicide now.

don't say that!

Did u read the post below it, n why is that mate??


Just read it! OK, so things are more clear and you're not upset anymore. Good. Glad to hear you're feeling better now :)


Thanks but i'm still upset, n nothing is helping not even music, school is making things worse but lucky I have 2 half days this week.  My grades are slipping, n I am failing Math with a D, n I gave 2 C's n I can't do anything to raise them n so I am a failure now I suppose, but it's okay my dad thinks the same too mate.

I am gonna fake sick so I won't go to math tutoring tonight so I can just stay home n draw Perry. Today I am gonna draw a lot of Perry sketchs n some Pearl maybe too so I can help feel better n I will listen to my favorite bands n blast em loud. Maybe this will help idek but I will try.

Ulrich

Quote from: PearlThompsonsBloodflowers on January 24, 2018, 19:46:46
OOOOOOOOooooooooooooooo NICE ONE MATE!! :)


Ended up in a nice town with a historical city centre, incl. this church:
If only I'd thought of the right words...

PearlThompsonsBloodflower

Quote from: Ulrich on January 25, 2018, 12:22:55
Quote from: PearlThompsonsBloodflowers on January 24, 2018, 19:46:46
OOOOOOOOooooooooooooooo NICE ONE MATE!! :)


Ended up in a nice town with a historical city centre, incl. this church:




Now that looks amazing!! ♥️

PearlThompsonsBloodflower

I feel so good n my girl feels better.

We had the best conversation yesterday n it was amazing, thou she called me a **** lmao.  :oops:

Ulrich

On my mind is: some work for today. Which is okay.

Quote from: PearlThompsonsBloodflowers on January 25, 2018, 18:00:54
We had the best conversation yesterday


Cool, that's nice.
A good conversation is often very helpful.
If only I'd thought of the right words...